let's start with my influences. almost every person and every character that i admire smokes. natalie portman smokes. julie delpy smokes. rachel greene smokes. lolita smokes.
i don't have to love it, but since i've deflated my ego for less important things that aren't even worth mentioning, i might as well make an exception for one harmless cigarette. (that was my first deliberate deception to myself)
my first reactions -- my heart beats wildly. and i need a respirator. in between coughs, i asked my friends (from work) who i amused greatly with my struggles, am i supposed to inhale it all in before releasing? and i thought, "it's supposed to attack your lungs! so yes, breathe it in." and i did. and i coughed again.
the packet says strawberry flavor. good. this will help me like it.
well did i? was it a pleasant experience? i honestly cannot tell you. all i know is that i was in desperate need for mints. weird, but i felt claustrophobic.
i, however, asked if i could take the rest home.
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Did you smoke any more when you brought them home? I found your blog because I just smoked the first cigarette of my life last week. I had the second one yesterday. I'm starting to like it a little more.
hello,
i'm starting to get used to it, but im not sure if i already like it.
i hope you find out what you're looking for in that smoke. wink. =)
I'm not really looking for anything in that smoke :-). I just want to have fun. I bought a pack of cigarettes yesterday instead of bumming them off my friend. I smoked 2 already today I'm getting such a head rush. Are you feeling that too?
worse. i vomited. i only smoke one stick a day but last night i was partying with my friend (who smoked 25!!!) and i had seven. that's like overdose.
but to be perfectly honest, i do feel much calmer afterwards.
my friend has this theory that the addiction to smoke started when prometheus stole fire from the gods and gave it to humans. i think it's interesting.
I didn't think it was true, but I agree with you, I am starting to notice that I feel a lot calmer as well.
Please give us an updated blog entry on your progress some time in the near future.
Is there an update on your smoking progress?
hello,
i will write one for you. :) thanks for dropping by.
what's the update on yours anyway?
curious, what do you smoke?
I know have some Parliament Lights from a friend. I'm smoking about 2 or 3 a day and loving each one. It's a pretty enjoyable experience especially with a glass of wine. I notice inhaling is a lot easier after some wine.
Can't wait for the update, thanks.
parliament lights? we don't have that here...i wonder where you're from.
anyways, i'll be writing that update on the weekend. :)
have a nice day.
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